Thursday, February 24, 2011

The Best Two Days Ever: 2 Girls and 6 Orgasms

Yesterday I hooked with up a lovely girl. I went to a queer people of colour event. A girl--let's call her S-- that I had been messaging on OKCupid, finally got back to me about a second date. This time she wanted to meet at the event. I was already planning to go. Initially I had reservations about S. She looked great online, but when we went out for a drink she looked like an 18 year old. Too young for me! But she was interesting, and it wasn't her fault she looked young. Two months later, I was finally ready to get it on with her. I had messaged her, but she didn't get back to me. Then, finally, this message.
At the event, I wasn't sure if I had a date with S. Since we hadn't arrived together and we hadn't discussed leaving together. I accidentally met up with her in the bathroom. After a short spell of witty banter I asked her if she wanted to come back to my place later. She said that she did. Excellent. We kissed a bit in the bathroom. Other friends came in. I acted normal. Talked to them. Later, I kissed another one of my friends. This NEVER happens to me. EVER before. I guess I was giving off some strong 'fuck me' signals. Anyway, I told my friend that I had a date. She got scared and said, 'she didn't see, did she? don't let her beat me up' I assured her that no one was going to beat her up. S had just kissed me for the first time 1 hour before, she has no rights to me. Anyway, I did manage to discretely leave with S. Some people probably noticed that we left together. One of her friends gave us a look for sure. But who cares? I needed to get laid.

So S was back at my place. We started making out as soon as we got in the door. We went straight to the bedroom. She said "I like nudity" I said "me too." We got naked. It was excellent. She had four orgasms. I was a little sore in the morning. We didn't have the chemistry that I had with my ex. But it didn't matter. I needed to get laid.

Today, I had a date with someone I met on Craigslist, let's call her M. Her ad was so cute. It said:

Attached? Me too!
Looking to meet someone mature/discreet for no strings attached fun.
I'm feminine, sweet, under 120 lbs, take pride in my appearence, and I hope you do too.
And, as if it shouldn't go without saying... men/couples need not reply.
Thank-you

Adorable, right? Well M was even more adorable in person. And even more adorable than that naked. She was excellent in bed. I really really enjoyed her. Two nights in a row! I'm so happy. She is actually attached. She didn't want to tell me too much about her personal life. Which was fine with me. Her boyfriend/father-of-her-child didn't know she was on a date with a woman.

They had previously had an open relationship. She slept with women on the side and he also slept with women on the side. They had a baby one year ago and at the time of her pregnancy they closed the relationship up. She was unable and uninterested in sleeping with others, and felt insecure about him sleeping with other women. Now that their daughter is a little older, she wants to be with women again, but she is reluctant to have him with women again. I totally understand how she feels. When she left her she was going to a party that she had told her boyfriend she was going to while he babysat. She thought I had the perfect situation. I get to sleep with women, but my husband, since he is straight, doesn't sleep with anyone else. Anyway, I hope she messages me again. She was hot. And she may love her husband, but M definitely loves to fuck women. She came twice and was as enthusiastic about reciprocating as any lesbian I've ever met.

Tuesday, February 15, 2011

Finding more Lesbian within Myself

It's been 3 months since she broke up with me.
I miss her. It still makes me feel queasy when I'm around her. But the acid reflux is gone. Thankfully.

I hooked up with a girl. It was fun. I felt sad afterward. I missed the woman I had dated for a year.

I talked to my husband about it. He gently tried to convince me that I did have fun with the random hookup. I did eventually decide that I had fun with her. She is beautiful, smart, caring. She is cool. But I miss the one I had been in an incredible relationship with. For me, sex gets better over time, as you get to know each other better. Over time you start to understand your own body and the other person's body in new ways. You know what they like, you know what you like. You know what that little nudge means, that gasp, that tremble. They can't fake it. You become in sync.

I watched a film a few days ago with my husband called The American. It is a European film, except for the fact that George Clooney is in it. One of the the women in the film, Violante Placido, is so hot.